Suffering

Jesus had no personal pain mentions Sri Bhagavan. I have come to udnerstand that suffering is a state which when deeply experienced connects one to the Truth of Beingness within oneself. And it is when I enabled to master my senses and engage in dissolving all that was painful within me, have I come to understand that I have only now embarked on the path of love or spiritual growth.

I now have come to understand that all the pain that looks like reaches me are coming through my own thinking as well sa those that I feel that are not so, but instead touching my from the outside of myself - that is other people and places.

Now I desperately wished to shut myself from the pain that were "not from within me". It only makes my my heart feel like a stone which is contrasting to experiencing that love is the "flowering of one's heart".

Surprisingly there is a sense of safety, comfort and fulfillment by allowing the pains of the external world. It feels like the heaviness lifts off more easily after the pain has come to you and you see to have let it reach you and show compassion for it (to let it dissolve and flow it through).

Now finally, have I been shown what living truly is.