I want to relate, and I relate to God

One of my many moments has returned,
For one more time
I feel lost.

It is now I turn my heart to all
Those whom I seek, to be loved -
mother, friend, husband, father,
sister, sister-in-law, my healer.

Yet it is now I feel
Most disconnected from
Each one of them.

God has blessed me
To practise during many a time
Of my life's moments,
To Love Him, and
To Love The Mother.

In this moment of my disconnection,
The more I try to connect
For some reason
I feel thicker and thicker.

So I humble myself
Perhaps asking forgiveness and
See the End of this:
That is
God as The Mother,
When I want to connect to my mother;
God as The Sister,
When I want to connect to my sister;
God as The Child,
When I want to connect to my children;
God as The Beloved
When I want to connect to my beloved;
God as The Mother Goddess
When I want to connect to my self.

God is the End
And God is who
Each one of us are.

I realise
We are not our minds
Which we connect to
When we are looking toward
Connecting to each other.

Peace reveals once again
In this journey-
Not burnt in the least-
OF feeling lost
And returning to
Touch Peace.