We are the space in which hearing, seeing happens. We are 'the dynamic' that creates our circumstances.
I asked God to remove the burden from my mind to create the circumstances that I required and to change the personalities of my close loved people to suit my mind.
It did not take long - I had prayed in a previous circumstance, when I went open to judge another of her vulnerability, that every interaction is a form of the Lord happening.
This morning, my mind had quieted. I forgive myself. A burden has lifted off my mind. I am the Lord too.